younger

friends: pictures, school, love life, etc.
public: fangirling, gaming, babbling, etc.
just comment to be added, i love new friends!

Is anyone interested in sharing an icon community with me? Or inviting me to their already existing community? I don't really want to start posting icons in my personal journal.

I don't mind whatever fandoms you make icons of. We can be multi...cultural :D (not sure what word would be best in this situation)

Bah. Have a reoccurring stomach virus or something. Much throwing up, stomach pains, and farting since last week. My stomach is so swollen I look pregnant! (fun side note: took a pregnancy test as a precaution, negative) I've missed a lot of work and have the entire weekend off, so my paycheck in 3 weeks will be like $30. Thankfully all the money I've got this paycheck goes to bills.

Downloaded Kingdom Hearts something something 352 Days or whatever. I don't even know the title. It makes me want to play the 2 originals so badly! The first hour, though, so boring. I hate when you first start a game and you have to learn all the crap. Plus, so many goddamn cut scenes and talking parts. Just let me run aroundddd.

I want to make icons again....

I need to focus more on RL though. Computer time is less important. Must remember that.

 today, i cried on and off about my ex boyfriend, who was being an incredibly huge dick.

then an old friend said this to me:

Friday: spents lots of money, pedicure + manicure, Inglorious Basterds (awesome movie), sephora, and pepperoni calzones

Saturday: work, sushi on conveyor belt, wii sports resort, bong hit after bong hit

Today: laziness, nintendo ds, used book store, WoW



It is very easy to sum up my life weekend in just a few words apparently!

You know what I don't understand? Ghost hunters, cemetary lovers, ouji board owners. Ghosts/spirits/haunted places scares the SHIT out of me. Absolutely terrifies me. I am watching Scariest Places on Earth and I'm just like, what the fuck is wrong with these people? Regardless of whether or not this show is real, you couldn't pay me all the money in the world to go somewhere that could even be potentionally haunted.

It's weird that I am so terrified of ghosts because I've never had any sort of spiritual weird unexplainable encounter in my life. I thought one of my old houses in GA was haunted, it was very old and VERY creaky, with a cold and quiet basement, but I was a skittish 6 year old so who knows. I've only been to a cemetary a few times to see my father's grave, otherwise I won't step foot in one.

At college, there was 3 cemetaries on campus! People would get high/drunk and wander around there for fun and I was just like, not on your fucking life dude. No fucking way. Once when in California, my mom, brother, and I went to this old abandoned prison on a tour and even during the middle of the day, surrounded by other tourists, I was freaking out. I was seriously nearly in tears I wanted to leave so badly! Or, if you've ever seen Knocked Up and that one guy is freaking out at the hospital talking about dead people in the morgue, that's totally me. Hospitals terrify me for that sole reason. Did someone die in this place, on this floor, in this room?! Oh my God, dude.

I'm very big on respecting the dead. I never speak ill of the dead and whenever people do (even in jest, like, about Michael Jackson or something) I just get really wigged out. The few times I did go to a cemetary, I'd be terrified to walk near someone's grave on the slim chance I may be accidentally be stepping on their coffin and pissing them off. I hate when people are disrespectful at funerals or when people act so greedy in respone to a family member's death. I don't know, I just feel as though it is just bad karma towards their spirit or something. That's why all these ghost hunters piss me off, it's just plain disrespectful. You aren't helping out anybody by wandering around calling out to someone, you're just being a douche bag.

What's weirder is, I love scary movies, (fake!) haunted houses, scary games, etc. I can enjoy these things when they are so obviously fake, but something that could be slightly real, dude I'm peacing out. Abandoned buildings, fuck that. Weird aslyms/hospitals, fuck that. Graveyards, fuck that. Old old OLD graveyards like the ones back east, double fuck that shit. 

Despite waking up very very late, I've managed to accomplish a lot today! Fuck you depression.

Also, I had a date set up this past weekend, only to have him bail on me last minute for the UFC fight. Um, alright. Several "forgive me" texts later, I'm like ok let's go see District 9 friday. He says ok, you can stay the night after ;) and I'm like umm WOW you could at least pretend to want something more than sex from me, thanks.

Decided to go for a more recognizable pokemon this Halloween, Meowth!



Already got my fabric and clay to make giant coin, but haven't got anything to shape the ears or tail. Suggestions, cosplayers?

Some things

- WoW is fun until I die. Over. And over. And over. And this guy followed me around trying to duel me and I was just like dude, fuck off until we finally duelled, he won, I realized my new weapon sucked compared to my old one, and the end. I'm awful at video games.

- Ex and I are... IDK, friends. We tell each other, ok let's not sleep together because we both need to get over it, and then proceed to have ridiculously intense sex like 3 hours later. Then say, ok let's sleep together every 2 weeks, no 1 week, compromise let's say 1 1/2 weeks, ok that would work I guess. FUCK.

- Have yet to accomplish anything else whatsoever. Bleh.

So I just spent over a day downloading WoW only to realize it's the European version.





Son of a bitch.